Monday, May 17, 2010

A Blue So Dark

Author: Holly Schindler
Publication Date: May 1, 2010
Genre: YA Realistic Fiction
Copy provided by: Traveling ARC Tours
Summary (via Goodreads):

Terrified that her mother, a schizophrenic and an artist, is a mirror that reflects her own future, sixteen-year-old Aura struggles with her overwhelming desires to both chase artistic pursuits and keep madness at bay.

As her mother sinks deeper into the darkness of mental illness, the hunger for a creative outlet keeps drawing Aura toward the depths of her own imagination—the shadows of make-believe that she finds frighteningly similar to her mother’s hallucinations.

Convinced that creative equals crazy, Aura shuns her art, and her life unravels in the process.

Why I read this: The cover looked cool and it's a debut novel. I made the mistake of wanting a book because it was pretty.

Plot: Aura's mother is schizophrenic and she decides to take it upon herself to deal with it. Her father is hands off, never broaching the topic because he is busy having his own new family. Aura doesn't go to anyone, afraid of losing her mother completely. In other words, she ends up having to deal with her mother as if she was the child - not vice versa.

Characters: I feel like we never get to know who Aura is because of her focus on her mother. She throws all of her energy into keeping the appearance of normalcy up. Like her mother, she is artistic, but she worries that it is art that has driven her mother insane and so she stays away from it like the plague. Her best friend already has a kid and is only in high school, her father has started a new life with a new family, and she's pretty much alone in the world - her mother being mentally incapacitated sometimes. I feel like what she deals with defines her instead of what is inside her.

Relatability: I couldn't quite relate to this. To be honest, I was a bit bored. There was only hints of could-be side plots, without any real delivery. I wanted to smack Aura for not calling someone and helping her mother sooner so that they wouldn't be in any danger of losing everything they had. I've really never had this situation and while it was slightly intriguing, I felt like it was dragged out.

Cover commentary: Gorgeous - one of the reasons I picked up this book.

Rating: 3/5 Roses

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  1. I am reading this right now. So far it is ok, but I am only a chapter or two in. Thanks for the review.

  2. Thanks for your honest review. I too am drawn in by the cover.

  3. I like your review!!! Too bad the book isn't quite as good as the cover. The summary is definitely intriguing, but I wouldn't buy it. Maybe I'll borrow it from a library one day...But, the cover IS very pretty.;)

  4. That's a bit disappointing, but thank you for the honest review. :)

  5. Thanks for the honest review - I've been wondering about this one.

  6. I'm eager to read this one. Great honest review.

  7. This good sounds good, I like the summary. Going to read it. (:

  8. I'm dying to read this one. I'm sorry you didn't enjoy it as much :(


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